I am in a vair vair good mood today because.... it's been a good day! First of all I woke up and the birds were all a-twitter and the sun was all a-shiny and I thought 'What a perfect day to wear my new dress!!! It's black a swishy and clingy in all the right places and it has this cute little tie belt.. well anyway, my school is the basic Hollister/AE/Abercrombie and Fitch infested place, where most people( girl-people) just wear slutty short denim skirts and some low cut tank top from any of the aformentioned stores; so today I thought I'd be brave and wear my dress and go against the flow. It was all good, I felt amazing and my self esteem was all intact when suddenly this one girl in
my first class said 'Why are you wearing a dress?' in this really snobby-ish voice and with just that itsy bitsy unimportant question my confidence was suddenly smashed into little pieces.
I don't understand why I'm so fragile! I don't understand why it's so hard to be different and I don't understand how some girls can be that bitchy and not even realize it.
Anyways, I was over the urge to go change into my gym clothes by next block, and by third block I got over my insecureness. Grrrrrrrr I wish I was one of those people who can wear anything they want and be just fine with it. But I'm not. At least, not yet; maybe some day I will be.
ANYWAYS, I know that was very very boring but I just needed to unload. In other.. er... stuff, I've been getting these wierd emails from people from Elle and Life and Style "just telling me about their new issues and the new features." Hmmm... my eyebrow is starting to raise... they go on to say, "If I do choose to post about this exciting new feature could I please paste a link to the magazine website and the cover picture?" Ok, my eyebrow just hit my hairline. I dunno whether these are total scams or whether Elle and Life and Style are just looking for free advertising! If they are, and if they're reading this I just wanna let you know, I'm totally into advertising for cool stuff if you know.. there's money involved.... hehe. I mean honestly though, they seem to be hoping if they tell me about their 'cool new issue' that I'll just up and decide to post about it.
What do you guys think? Total scam of shameless attempt at free advertising? Or perhaps something else....??
P.S. Oh and that lurvely picture is of the inside of my school